I Am (Nothing), I Exist

from an Honest by Baron Park

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This is war,
All my travels are such an unsure thing.
Will I last,
Like my father did?
Will I make him Proud.
Who are you,
To decide my fate? such a great mistake.
I'm stuck inside this sleep deprived head of mine,
Never knowing what the future holds,
My whole world behind for good.

But, I could find words to say for months,
And I won't be able to let it out all like you did.
You're well-worded and articulate.
I am nothing.
I'm okay with that if you don't mind my blur of speech,
I seek to say things, but I stutter and murmur.
Word-for-word "I'd lose sleep, stay awake and seek your words of Comfort.
You're a dream."

Charcoal grays and your red hair,
Eyes that whisper, seek and stare.

I exist.
I am nothing.
I am nothingness.
(Inhale, exhale, inhale)

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from an Honest, released June 1, 2015

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